Breastfeeding

 So  have always supported breastfeeding but never took the time to stand up for myself. This has lead me to failure with breastfeeding Robin at 3months and a hospital stay thanks to his quack doctor.  At the time I didn't understand or have the resources to help me really be successful at it. Now with Elinor I just quit pumping at 3 months because I notice my supply was low and I was tired. It was hard work and tiring to pump exclusively and not getting the satisfaction of putting her to breast. I know everyone is probably saying well good for you for doing it for 3 months but in my heart I felt like a failure and bad mom for not sticking to it and going along with all the excuses of she has Down syndrome so it will be tough. So with some help from The Leaky B@@b on Facebook I have found the support I needed to relactate and try this adventure again. I still have a small milk supply and we are working hard on her latching which has improved wonderfully in the last week. Elinor seems to love it too! I am happy for anyone who has even attempted and if you didn't I am not here to bash you because it everyone's own decision but for me it was much more than I tried and it didn't work. I am determined to work this out and give Elinor the best start to life with breastfeeding. I also have to learn to stick up for myself to my family and everyone else who thinks I might be a bit off. I admit I am a little timid and find it hard to speak up about it. However I have made a promise to myself and to Elinor that we are going to do this! Ok end of rant! Whether it is for you or not I wish everyone the best of luck and best health for their children!