CONNECTED

Afterlife, intuition, six sense, seeing ghosts, the super natural....I could go on but I will stop.  All of us know about these things, but I wonder how many of us experience them. I have always been sensitive to ghosts and have always had a strong intuition and even seen things I did not want to. I guess I come by it honestly my grandpa has always shared stories and we are connected by sharing a birthday so it must have just passed on. I even have on 2 occasions now have had dreams that come true (years later) those threw me for a loop! I have one recently that still has me questioning. Well anyways on to my point. I believe I may passed this friendly little trait on to my oldest. I chose to ignore it, because honestly they scare me to pieces! So I knew Bella might have this "special" (I use the term loosely) gift when she was just a little over a year old. My dad had passed away in August just before her first birthday and winter was coming so me moved her crib down to his office because it warmer downstairs. Well she was not speaking at the time being delayed having been an extremely early preemie (22 weeks) when she started getting up in the middle of the night laughing and giggling her crib saying "papa papa"! That's when I knew. I knew he was around because I had been finding dimes which had been a joke between the two of us. Well a few years later we moved into a house and I had one experience and decided to clean house because whatever/whoever it was wasn't friendly and I did not like what I felt and saw. So Bella tells me within the same time period our house is haunted by a ghost. I asked what do you mean? Nothing else out of her she said she didn't want to talk about it. I left it alone because I didn't want to scare her or put ideas in her head so I left it alone.So she was four when that happened and is now almost 9 and nothing else has come up until recently. The other day she goes look mom I got a dime. I go to clean her room and she has it saved on her lamp at the head of her bed. Made me tear up a little because she may or may not know but she kept it because it meant something to her. I am rather long winded and horrible at this grammar thing but I'm going to keep going to get to my point eventually! So my mom was over at the house and mentioned finding a dime and Bella real innocent like there was some unspoken truth there says "you too huh" WEIRD! So now into other things dealing with the brain and being connected to the spirit world. a week ago Bella starts telling me how I should eat food that looks like the rainbow and in circles. I was like yeah ok whatever. And she starts asking about what food can we eat thats this color or that color and starts drawing a chart. Not in order but resembled a drawing of the chakras. First two colors she puts are red and yellow areas which are associated with problems she is having. The deal with the foods and chakras I had no idea about until today when I was catching up on doctor oz recordings and one of the episodes touched on the subject! So you see I think I have a special little princess who like me chooses to ignore it but it is bothering her and I feel part of our behavioral problems may stem from this understanding and communication with the universe and lack of understanding sue to age. I often wonder if she is more sensitive to it like psychics because of brain development or the way it developed being so premature and a family history. There was really no point to this story but just share. I hope you enjoyed.

Sitting around

So it's Sunday and time to get ready for another week. I managed to get all my paperwork for the coming weeks appointments together and the house cleaned. Somehow I still feel like never managed to relax. Anyways that is all for now.